Blasphemy

So before I begin, forgive me father for my sin/

For I know only what I have done/

To turn me into this animal I have become/

 

I walk the night with no freight as I walk along the light/

in search of a reason to continue my fight/

At height, like I'm in flight, high on pride/

Despite the pain inside/

 

And even through the pain I must maintain my composure/

As my time comes closer/

 

I must fulfill my future/

The lyrical assassinator, back each time more bloodthirsty than before/

Uh, zany in the brain I must maintain the game that flows through my vein/

And for all those who complain I will continue to reign by claiming fame to thy name/

 

 

Nobody knows my struggle, as I walk these streets alone/

They only see the trouble, my abilities unknown/

Time flies by as I puff on lye, getting high just to get by/

Damn I'm sick of living a lie, but I have no reason to cry/

The streets have claimed me, deranged me/

mentally rearranged me/

But still I am me, even if I am unhappy/

Many might think the reason I ended up how I am today/

Is down to my lack of a pappy/

It's blasphemy./

 

Who would of thought, the reason for my downfall/

Is that I stand so tall, waiting for a friend to call/

Not knowing at all that they won't be there once the night falls/

Well shit, if that's all there is to it there's no reason for me dwell on it, right?/

 

Wrong, I've been here for so long/

I roam the streets alone away from home/

As I have no escape, trapped in my own fate/

Becoming the person I hate the most in the world/

 

I get a clean shave, engrave the name Dave into my microwave/

So every time I get back to my cave, I can see the reason I'm so heated/

But don't see me as defeated/

I will fight the fight while I walk the light in the night/

Despite the father I despise, these eyes will continue to focus on the prize/

 

This goes out to the dad I should of had/

The one who was glad he backstabbed/

His daughter, his son, even my fucking mum/

Ever stop and think what you have done?/

Your own brother, and your mother/

Have no respect for you, it really is remarkable/

I guess you've had your fun, when it's all said and done/

 

Well there's no need to dwell/

As I just had a little story I had to tell/

A fatherless past that went by so fast/

Getting by just hauling my ass/

Who would of known it would of had such an impact/

At the end of the day he's just a twat/