Im Still Smiling
• Written by Blu_Jay
I love thinking bout my past
its just somethin I cant pass
Ive grown up out of the way I lived
and im still smiling
now I love rhyming
but there are times
when i feel the cold nights
is it time to fight
is it time to cry n wine
about the things Ive done at night
like I danced with the devil
all these regrets
making me rebel
as im grabbing the gravel
the devil shoving me under
hes taking me under
i thank him for saving me
hes thinking im mental insane
im free
to do what i want
Even the devil dont want me
I take it that isnt me
when im facing my own beauty
I feel it when the Devils taking over m9e
I thought it was over B
iwhen I was unfortunately
unsober me
I dont know what got over me
god I hope you hear me
when I say this Im not sure you're listening
but when Im considering
of giving her this ring
I pray you'll help me bring
tears coming out her face
with excitement
as I fight our darkest battles
with a heart full of will power
i started out a little coward
I wont stop
not till Im running for miles
I forgot about girls
now my feet have blisters
Im stirring up my life
every night
I think about talking to my
evil side
all these deeper feelings
making me want to cry
and die inside as I am divine
this lie that I can not hide
untie this knot I might just cry
when I release whats going on inside
its one hell of a ride
this is one hell of a ride
yet I still alive
while im still smiling
yeah Im still smiling
I got problems but I still keep smiling
I love thinking bout my past
its just somethin I cant pass
Ive grown up out of the way I lived
and im still smiling
now I love rhyming
but there are times
when i feel the cold nights on my skin
but im still smiling
Im still smiling
Im still smiling
so there was this one time
when i stole my momma money
i made it so that we could struggle
i just wanted some type of hardcore background
i fucked around
hanging with the wrong crowd
living in a rundown town
and I found out
where they hide out
but I backed down
that wasn't how it was supposed to turn out
acting all cracked out
that'll have to wait for now
but I brang myself back to reality
put myself in check with humanity
I was almost diagnosed with insanity
how I could've been
Insane I'm deep with in
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Blu_Jay
Member since January 9 2014