Drug Dealer

He asked what I needed

I told him anything to take this pain away

Because right now I'm up under the covers all day

He asked what my symptom's are

I told him anything just for that bar

He took out his pad and started writing

Frightening, so fucking frightening

One, two, three scripts plus more

There she go, just what the doc's been lookin for

They see me as a dollar sign, they see me as a fool

Little yet, these doctors are damn cruel

From Xanax to Adderol hey why not slip in some subs

Amen said the doctor, you only live once

You see now I have a purpose, something to live for

Knowing I can go wherever and get 8 more

You see I aint trying to live like that

She just laughs as her life starts flashing back

Growing up has not always been easy

I lost my families trust 100% completely

We lose thousands a day to these drug overdoses

Thats why I am so blessed with my choices

Its the kid on the football team, the rich kid with the beemer

Life’s a bitch and I feel her but the grass isnt always greener

You see the users and abusers need to find a purpose

Not go around thinking that they are useless and worthless

You need to find what you are seeking

Because the devil has one request and that's for you to stop breathing.

I am here to tell you that it does get better

I been doing this for forever, so whatever

I'm not trying to preach, I'm trying to practice

Hey we all deserve a chance to get away from the madness.