Can't Change
• Written by Polymathy
Growing up was tough
Shit i had it rough
Suicidal tendencies with vital Melodies
Drowning in bottles of Hennessy
Wanted to end it in Tennessee
I know its blasphemy
But you cant blame me
Blame the son of bitch who helped raise me
What do these days mean stuck in a day dream
Burn these memories with kerosene
Soon I'll be seventeen
One year off the static
Shit how im gonna get past it
When everything is plastic
These lyrics are crafted
Look at how they acted under stress
I'm more or less a man
But you fail to redact that
So lets retract that statement
When i lived lake land
man getting blamed for my teacher going ballistic
Some how i got on her shit list
But i cant be the only misguided misfit
Sometimes it feels like i am
Make me say damn, what did i do
To deserve this view on life
What the fuck ever
Ill sever every tie
Soon ill have no one when i die
This shit makes me wanna cry
But i can't I gotta be strong
Man fuck strength
Im givin in
I think ill be sinning til the end
This earth will still be spinning
When my wrist is dripping
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You cant change this
Its to dangerous
You cant change this
You cant change a thing
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People saying get over yourself
You talk cause your from wealth
Ive been walking through life like stealth
I used to see nothing when i look in the mirror
Now the picture couldn't be any clearer
Let me poison my liver
Take a bottle then shiver
Sometimes I feel so gone so disconnected
I feel misdirected
I feel selfish
But im set in my ways
Ill never make waves
I've been up for days
Looking for a way to say I'm sorry
But the oxies kicking in
This is the note
My ancestors should have never gotten on that boat
Dont try and stop me
Its too late for charcoal
This story will have a major plot hole
The glory wont be mine
Im sorry im out off time
honestly i dont care anymore
The story is mine write
Weather you think its right
Ive giving up this fight
It ends tonight
You'll wake up and see my body
It'll be an aweful image
But a privilege
If you truly love me
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Polymathy
Member since December 11 2016