numb

See your whole world turn upside down from

one mistake that you regret every minute of

Nothing you can do

You try to get all back to how it was

But you just want that line, that high that feeling you get when it’s all inside,

Wish you could escape your own mind, from the darkness lost in time

Do anything just to get that high

 

Trying to do it your own way relapsing and looking into your loved one’s eyes

Feeling like a failure

Who can’t get over their drug addiction?

Roxie's, Oxies three times a day till it numbs the pain

Till you slowly fade away

Wake up the next day

Do it all over again cause that the only way you stay sane

isn't that insane to say

 

In world falling down around you feeling as if you need that escape

Like it’s the only thing that keeps you up

When there is no other support

The only ones there for you are the lines on the nightstand next to you

silenced and confused on what to do

looking at all the thing you have misused and abused

thinking of an excuse to get your self out of this mess

 

stressing your self so much to the point where cant think

till you don't care about doing line or getting that high

but soon as it hit your sad and depressed that you let it get to that

finding yourself misled yet you can forget all thing that everyone said

feeling outdone and overrun.

almost stun by everything passing through you head

turning to suicide

because i rather kill my self then turn into a

monster that my farther has become

the one who messed up his life for a bottle of rum

 

Everyone has a demon to hide

some just let them rot inside

others battle it on the outside

but this is the other side

while your living you daily some is trying to reach out

for help, from those pills, that line, that dope

and i know cause i have seen it first hand

seeing love one's cry at night cause that get it out of their lives

were it has become a signature of their life