In Ma Head

Mindset lost, was double crossed N tossed

Everyone I've loved hates me but secretly rate me

Want to feel okay, let's get high today?

Then i begin to fade, from the place we call reality

Nah, no way. This can't hurt or break me

Shaked now, fallin to the ground, how?

My stress is too high n i have blacked out

Unsettling crowd, yet can't live without the sesh

A party that's a mess, helps you confess and process

Everything you do to get progress

In life, nightlife, smokin joints with homeboys

Tryin to act hard, too scared to depart

Shits dark, everything good but my heart

Think i need a new restart, no luck with girls

So why give a fuck, lifes tough and it can be rough

Every single puff helpin to bluff and lie

Because your scarred for life, hurt on the inside

Despise every path i cross to just feel alright

N i explain the life of an insane, fried in the brain

Twenty four sevens what we call the game

Wanting to die daily, just maybe i get lucky and leave

And look back to see what i've achieved , believe the life of a stoner

Heard made of stone, literal plants

No romance , wantin to fade away

Hopin for brighter days

Brighter days

Missions away

In ma head, B-B-Bloodshed.