The Group-Shiva

dont go down thier

the soul lair

dont go

dont go

 

a body down a ginger looking kid with a frown

the devil standing with a three horn crown

said don't worry your family is here now

but yet you see me roaming around town

looking at me like you look at a mutt from the pound

any yet you tell me me that im not aloud

with plexus would i be even able to get up off my feet

to survive another day on the streets

slave work penetrating me in the heat

you died when i was seven

people said hes an angles elevating to heaven

but truly i knew i already lost him

leaving me.motionless

with my older brother austin

we fought

but taken a beating was ill i was taught

but blood stain carpet spots

where i caught on

to the buisness part

so that day i started the shiva start

juvie driving me apart

sitting in the room my dad died

but still no tears in my third eye

idk dont ask why i never cried

fuck for sure it had nothing to do with family pride

just the psycho criminal inside

to the secret i told that no one will ever known i lie

i kept it in from the begging of Hades time

my mother would say

Jehovah gods the true way

but here i am still imperfect with you ma'am

 

hide Shiva hide

you lie Shiva lied

hide Shiva hide

run Shiva run

 

Now i got so many of these regrets

but ive always pleaded to try my best

but my parent looking at me less and less

let the line go and put me to rest i think maybe yes

to sleep for eternity to hide from morality

to im raised up to see my fallen family

make proud all my fatal enemy's

plenty will be like Shiva's pops gone

but thats were your fucking dead wrong

R.I.P dad i miss you the most

are you really dead or am i your ghost

my heart hurts worst and worst

people yell and curse

come on Shiva you cant rap quit writing these verse

But reverse to December fifteenth

when you rose up to leave knocking another off the family tree

yet here me

waiting for the precise opportunity

rising to your rescue

resurrect you

to save a family by taking my lie

and never again hiding one within the inside

 

my brother

where you go

 

 

Now you know i love jaydda and my mother and of course you my older brother

you did keep me out of this fucking trouble

we walk around people staring at double

rising mutiple image

teaching me to start from a line of scrimage

NO being shy or timid

but where the limit

lecture ive recieve

i lacked to believe

but i need to be smacked

i wish i would listen way back

to prevent following your mistakes and track

but were bros

before and hoes

who nobody knows

and since the great fourteen has shown

if your family you will never be disowned

 

 

 

dedicated to Austin,Zack.Cody,misty,Jaydda,Knessesa , Conner,DEvan,Dillon,

Brennan,Kate,Colton,Triston