Lego man

 

I wish that it didn't end the way it did that shit sucked,

I ended up losing the one who had heard my confessions,

What about our song I thought you would hold onto me,

Now my heart just breaks every time you are mentioned,

Because we don't talk no more and that's what hurts,

You were my best friend now we're no longer speakin,

Since you left me everytime I sleep I have nightmares,

So I started sneaking and geekin' I'm barely sleepin.

I try so hard to get the broken promises out of my head,

But the memories replay and replay for whatever reason.

It's torturous as I sit here reminscin' of that wonderous smile,

Im surprised that I'm still breathing cause my hearts not beating,

Because when you left you ended up breaking it,

It was like humpty dumpty and the drugs weren't healin.

Yeah I've relapsed I'm sorry we both knew it would happen,

If you left and you have so now I'm back to tweakin.

Now I feel like I'm in the lowest level of purgatory,

I'm so blue I look like a smurf this is me weakened.

I never pictured you leaving, you were the first I believed in,

Now myself I'm beating, cause you left me bleeding,

Like a stuck pig and I feel sick and like complete shit,

Nothing feels right, I'm awake day and night,

and all of this to try to get you off of my mind,

I've written lyrics for you to hear but you won't listen,

I must be tripping, cause in my mental I'm hitting,

And killing myself because it hurts for me to be breathin,

And the demons are creepin as I'm getting use to this feeling,

But I'm no longer kneeling so the ones that were kicking,

While I was down I'm standin my ground to do some cap peeling,

But I know this pain none of that will heal it,

Not even time can fix it and that's why I'm so heated,

But I won't be defeated cause this is my time I can feel it,

 

 

Ill rebuild myself like a Lego man saying just let go man,

So I eat an eggo and prepare myself like ready set go,

I'll no longer think of that hoe or so I fucking hope,

And if I do I'll hit a line of that dope straight up my nose,

And these lyrics ill take straight to my dome,

I must not have a heart because nothing feels like home,

 

You're no longer in my life but in it you've made an impact,

And in fact I think that what you did was sick act,

I've never had something hit me so hard felt like I was kicked back,

I can't even relax cause I've got shit to while in my head you run laps,

But I will not be a sap because of it ending so wack,

I should've read in between the lines but I can no longer take it back,

Now i see the repetition of my fucking past and I'm wishing

You well even if you put me in this hell and left me livid,

You'll always be the one that Im always missin,

Because the memories living in this cryptic mind of mine,

As I say I'm fine I really wanna die I won't even lie,

But I mask the pain and go insane like I was Mr. J.

So pass the j so I can get passed the day with this mental state,

Your love was fake but I bought it, then thought I lost it,

But really it was toxic, this pain I cant box it,

But these demons can get this fade so let's get to boxin,

Ill Pop another suboxin and put on a beat to try rock it,

To numb the pain in me that you've been causin.