Was it easy?
• Written by BTK______
//"Can I ask something?"
//"Sure"
//"Was it easy?"
//"Was what easy?"
"Leaving me, moving on and forgetting about me?
Just sitting there watching me hurt and feel so empty?
Being able to go straight to another guys arms like it wouldn't hurt me?
almost two years we said it was the best thing just to see
it fall to pieces like it was humpty dumpty?
I never expected you to turn your back and flee,
I struggled for months trying to figure out what it could be,
that makes it so easy for everyone to just up and leave me?
You stole my heart and now I beg and plead,
just for you to come and say you don't hate me,
that we can go back to friends or are we nothing but history?
I know I said I had one question but you know how it is with me.
The questions come so fucking effortlessly
because when you left I couldn't find the words to speak.
We burned so bright that I still get burned by the memories,
but I can reminisce without getting hurt occasionally.
I mean the pain has to stop right, eventually?
Or will I feel this way towards you for eternity?
I know I overreacted but it was so dark at the time that I couldn't see.
It was a void and I was floating helplessly.
All the emotions built up and I found myself asking why was life so mean,
this was the one thing I never foreseen,
but my chapter is over someone call the scene,
I tried my best and it wasn't good enough I was to green.
//you became my everything you know? And surprisingly I still remember everything we did together
Do you recall that day I came over for cheesecake?
Do you remember those feelings we acted on, you can't tell me they were fake.
It was the second of november, celebrating your sisters birthday,
but we got carried away, you flirted and I did the same,
then you went and took my hat off and our noses grazed,
instantly my heart started beating like I ran a 5k.
Then you came in for the kiss and then met our lips,
and suddenly time stopped and I knew this
opportunity with you I just couldn't miss.
My one true shot at happiness,
You had me smilin a smile that was crisp.
yeah we had our flaws but I loved every single one of yours,
from the over apologizing, over thinking,
freaking out about littlest of things,
all the way to the way you got lost in thought,
When i was with you I was never at a bore.
There was so many things I wanted to experience with you and more,
because you were the one that I had adored,
even though I knew your heart was still sore.
I was patient and listened to all your lore,
about your ex and how you missed him then hated him then missed him it had me torn.
To watch his grip drain the life out of you as you sat and mourned.
I helped you out of the darkness and together we shined bright,
even though I was still lost you eventually helped me see the light.
I went from drinking and popping Xanax to escape reality every night
to only smoking pot and having a real smile it was an amazing site.
We told each other everything and your secrets I still keep,
even as I sit here and wheep, nobody will hear what you told me not even a peep.
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BTK______
Member since March 7 2017