Losing

I stay up.. for hours... for days

I've been waiting.. for the perfect moment to show my vision

and my decision was to get it, I keep it/ strictly

religious when speaking

of love and speaking of honor-

Thanks to God

I conquer these monsters

but damn Im losing my balance

And my decision was to get it

I don't even recognize when bitches call me alex

I pray for patience but drugs got me acting erratic

Muscle spasms coming into effect

My affection and my past is full of pain and regret

I see the light still cypress hill playing while I meditate

I love myself but hate my reflection, this is mulans flow now

Chinese girls be representing, or is it japanese I need to

start treating these bitches like women/ precision flow

Here's my prescription for my bitches who done fucked with me

Who been through lust with me, don't try and crawl back

My hearts numb, Pops gone, I'm waiting being patient for death

I was there, no fear, no longer filled with regret, my patience is stretched

thin, connection to the mission has slipping, I'm itching to pull the trigger

Consider this before you call me sinister, to piss me off you'd really have to

be a minister, spreading lies I despise when you use my fathers name

Off hand, then I brandish my sword but yes I contain this fucking rage

A hurricane ready to disperse the competition but first lemme get some

I've heard of all of you phony rappers, I've been one

But now I'm rapping for me go ahead and talk dumb

I lost myself but found a new gun, I use my words as bullets like

Cole do yeah dreamville I got one, my dream is to restore honor to my name

and give my grandma everything she ever wanted.

I done said and did some fucked up shit

Thats why my my face looks haunted

When you remind me of my pass

Try to laugh like that shit don't bother me.

It do. Lemme continue.

Its simple

Lemme repent before I get to popping

No pimples

One liner

Last line her brain way more precious than her pussy