Nothing is Forever

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DaRealSkillz's Notes

This is basically about the boy who couldve got the girl but he steady contemplating and second thinking,yet the girl moves and its too late.

coulda done this
shoulda done that
didnt do this 
so now its holding me back
 
everynight i hit the sac
and when its pitch black
my  mind can't relax
because its under attack like a war in iraq
my thoughts drift off the beaten track
cause ive lost the map
to settle i take a sip of jack
 
listen this is your conscious
im just bein honest,
this girls not for you, this nonsense is constant
but i still constantly want her
 
she flaunts it, i want it, im drawn in, she taunts it
 
then movs on to someone better
i feel like i just met her
now our connections been severed
what made you change your mind only meant to be a pleasure
thought we had a spark that made a ember
trying to forget cant help but remeber
to show I care while she walks away I let her
 
Be a good guy put in the effort,
get into her life it ain't hard to enter,
 tell her shes special, treat her right she'll care about you lesser
try ignoring her and you've got her forever, 
knowing if she still cares, becomes harder to measure, 
she says there's no one else what so ever,
she says will be together, 
I even asked will you replace me, she said never.
 
Damn it's sad to think im a pest, 
cause while at rest,
all my thoughts I invest on you,
i know my feelings were strongly expressed,
 but I mean't to impress, i suggest, we progress, give it another test.
 
girl, you had me workin harder then a engine,
to get your attention, then you gave me the impression there was a connection,
only cause you lead me in that direction,
showed me affection, but that was my perception.
I remember my friends intervention,
he said careful this girl is deceptin, told me go my my own discreation,
Just pay close attention, and I shoulda listened
causehe was right it was to easy and now there's tension
there's no such thing as perfection, not to mention.....
 
 
im left feeling second best, and it's hard to digest,
I confess, by writing this it may sound obsessed,
but it's not just had to get this off my chest,
put my mind to rest
 
cause im dealing with it
but i dont like it
if i wanted to I could throw a fit
i didnt want to quit
i didnt want to split, fuck i feel like shit, I admit.
 
seeing you with him is more painful then a broken limb\
the future is dim i feel like i drowned trying to swim
 
why did i try, this big lie, goodbye, your with a new guy,
 why did i apply, the effort to text you you wont reply,
 you deny it instead, i feel annoying as a black fly,
just cause i tried to be a good guy.
its crazy what you do to my mind 
i realize now that your not mine
 but you still have me on cloud nine
you got the best traits intertwined
everything was inline to workout before you stopped it like a street sign
so here i am confined to my mind
fuck

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