Breaking Through

i look at everything, and wonder what it's worth.

what gives it it's biggest meaning?

what makes it fight to live, when nothing wants it?

the more you love, the more you become,

then the more you give,

and when people get, they exist from a piece of your essence.

so when you die, they'll never forget it...

 

and it's getting, so damn hard, to disguise the pain /

in life you aren't alive, but in my mind, you remain /

i slide in a place, where pain, holds the only way /

i don't want to start over, but thats the only way i came /

even my reasons are odd, but on one leg, i get up /

i hear my callin, i never stoped, my pencil never gives up /

i feel myself slowly fallin, God, send me a lift up /

the fight for my soul, it never stops, cause the devil never gives up /

theres no quit, when your fighting dreams, with now /

dreams don't exist, but are ahead of time, you just gotta

figure it out / and bring it out, i must of seen it now /

my eyes are open, and my dream is found /

woah is me, theres a hole in me, dead stare at the ghost in me /

my passion is vital, to repatch this detatched, hope in me /

and with the heavyweaight, i still fought through, give me my world title /

wrote so much about, these paths and crosses, my poetry is my bible /

experiences, timing, placement, passive, patterns, visions, recognizing/

follow(ing) through, allowing change, progression, reflection /

peace, coming together, harmony, unity /

spiritual being of happiness, some only sadly wish /

 

i feel like the life i'm dreamin is the life i should be livin /

looking through the snowglobe, a cold home, slowly i miss it /

i've ran so far from who i was, what i am now is distant /

i follow my gut, ended up swallowing so much, of my existence /

 

lookin for a home, i feel i never had it /

mama lookin down the bottle, wonderin what happened /

i look dead, zombie walkin footsteps, i repeat the patterns /

we get adicted with our lives, we all are self made addicts /

 

 

placed in all the rain, but it's amaz-ing, when i break through (3x)

 

now i am awake, when i see your face... i break, through (3x)

now i am awake, when i see your face... i break, through (3x)

 

people ask me if i'm O.K.

i really wanna say, no, but the rage

holds, back cause i know, it aint, me wait

i was given this hate, but i'm only kind, so i can't fully, complain

i can't fully complain, my dim ways bully my name

i wish i could glow, pull me away

from the rain, so i know i'm fully awake

 

i'm in a different place, then the rest of the world

i'm ready to give, where's the rest of the pearls

my view is open, perpective gets, messed up and swirled

but i gotta stay focussed, at least for the effed up, boys and girls

i know i'm all over the place as i write, but i'm just being real

i bottled up so much, and it shakes up, now i feel

the made cuts, cause i should of made up, so i could heal

all the things that break me down, i have no crown, just a sheild

i'm drownin in me, let the deep, puddle breathe

bunddles of stress, rips the nerves, muscles become weak

don't mean to burst, your bubble, but lifepath's trouble, let arrows seep

nobody, can solve theres puzzles, cause theres no peace

weakness take the lead, lets see

if i'm strong enough, to get up, off of these knees

i mend these thing, this art makes my mind break

heart so big, when it beats, my soul vibrates

 

placed in all the rain, but it's amaz-ing, when i break through (3x)

 

now i am awake, when i see your face... i break, through (3x)

now i am awake, when i see your face... i break, through (3x)