Open Letter

i wish you all the best, man i really do, even with our extensive history

the memories are starting to fade away but Realistically do they really

mean shit to you, i thought what we had was true.

through all the smoke and mirrors id look through couldn't see whats really

going on but now i do well i look like a joke, but was it a joke to you?

playing with my emotions telling me to come through then cut me off

really guess we're going through the motion.

i showed nothing but devotion to you all you showed was destruction

everything we built together, gone, wont be long until he gives you

everything you wanted, things i couldn't. now im in the wrong?

by expressing in songs all the stuff im stressing about

now we're over wishing i was sober.

Life’s a bitch and I feel her, wanting to feel numb, they'd be lying if they told

you break up don't hurt man they fucking do

thinking of you everything i do trying to kick the habits that we used to do

trying to find a balance trying to be happy

i guess everything happens for a reason but now you're leaving

and the only reason you gave was i got fat but that isn't a reason

just another reason not to believe in myself anymore.

I've just come to the conclusion that your just a whore,the girl i used to

adore. wishing i never met her, opened myself she walked all over me

and i let her but now this is something i have to face, my open letter.