Can't back down

we express the feelings under our flesh. stress is nevertheless but making

me depressed why do I act like I'm doing the best the drama is what I'm

obsessed with but really the myth is what's up with my life to survive and

stay alive I cant live off denies I strive to do better to see the over view

I really do not have a clue what to do all these thing now onto my issues

for no excuse I need to defuse this brain I'm to confused its infused me to

take it out on you. into the deep end I can no longer comprehend I can

only depend on me right now but some how I allow negativity to affect my

ability to officially get better my face gets red and spreads like a heart

it doesn't get better whoever doubts me wont get no reaction from me

we will see who it falls on after this chapter falls and shatters this

firecracker going to chase after his dreams and all means the unseen

from me will come out at fifteen and it will be my redeeming time to

share what I couldn't for a long time I will shine and will never back down

I will spill the heart of mine and refine my life no longer need a blade or

a knife Jesus Crist loves me that true if none of you think your loved

that's the one who do. it can open the light in the tunnel for you as long as

don't brake the lights mr.marqies taught me that one he is a caring dude

I would give a million if I had it I rap it like its me but so many people have

been giving me life lessons all my confessions have given me directions to

happiness instead of all ways being on edge and now I can write a rap on

my work bench the old pledge is a mad house I could get in front of a

mirror before I thought I was ugly but cant focus on the past only what I can

now is what will last.