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i swear i dont mean to hurt you, thats the truth boo

can't hide the fact that i still love you,

but the vibes im feeling from you say this love wasnt true

i thought what we had was always something to hold on to

since i always felt alone you the i clinged too sorry that i

changed too, while we was together you saw me go from

good, bad to worse, but now im better than ever

here tell you im sorry for not writing you letters

whiile you was in marymount i still carry memories about

the nights we kicked in New York i had strange feeling

that this love would'nt work, then you called one day while i was at work

told me what you did and i felt so decieved i was tryna change to be

the man you could look forward to seeing every weekend when you

get time off maybe we can spend time to talk and get past the past

its weighing me down the reason i constantly relapse, its not your fault

its all mine i promise to take responsibility, i aint give up on you or us

i just felt you'd be better off without someone constantly making you nuts

i still cant escape these memories your in my dreams i close my eyes

you're all i see so sleep i try to avoid but my mental healths taking a

beating trying fill this void, paranoid and senseless, two words to describe

how i feel, and tell ya man i respect him cause im aint tryna break that shit up

for real, you happy im happy thats the deal, the price wasnt right for us

but now you can be all you ever wanted while sit and decide just what to do

still writing rhymes like a fool thinking imma blow up overnight but that

seems too far outta sight like you, although i recognize you the goat my

number 1, if i let song drop you listen, and im sorry if i make you cry i promise

i aint mean to i just need to let you know im still here when ever life is tough

though you an extremely strong girl and nothings stopping you from

accomplishing the dreams you set before yourself chase em by any means

i got your back all the way, if you dont got mine im still here stay

loyalty i owe you so you ever down and out dont hesitate to call

its amazing to see life change and rearrange for everyone else but

me, its okay imma stay on my grind i got this far with no gas in the car

yeah, running on fumes imma soon consume the whole industry

cause look at what lies and love did to me, i swear ya killing me smalls

im spilling emotions like this the bank i hit withdrawl and im bout to

spend it all, throw myself into a hole where i dont belong but my mind

says i do, depression creeping up time stop writing before i turn a love song

to a dark frightin night lights out, all alone, sitting in my room no ones home

story of my life man aww, at least i had roof and food till i got kicked out after

highschool for acting a fool staying out late nights, getting dumb high

thinking everything work out alright. wrong again oh man will ever get it right

lord knows, im just spilling my guts as i go, this the realest fucking flow

dont respect it then you might as well go with the haters on the wagon

they follow me around like i was slackin, im maxin, relaxin actin all chill

story of a kid named Phil, could never sum up his thoughts so he started

popping xanax pills, prescribed of course but im still feeling like an abused

horse, in my mind i say fuck but heart wants to love it, and put music on top

and nothing else above it, except for maybe you, but as i said i got respect

for ya dude, so tell him not text when this song through....

 

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