NO EXPLAIN

I've been working all day

Trying to find a way from hurting myself

My future is different cos am a loser

Sitting at the river side i keep thinking of my life

How do i survive alone when my inside is sinking

I'm getting drowned in love cos she ain't around

I'm mounted on top of pain surrounded by enemies

Ladies is this how you will treat a guy just because

He ain't rich to give you everything u will need in life

We struggle all day to get something for y'all to survive

It ain't money that can make us breath even if we live in troubles

Miracles happens sometimes but doesn't shine at night

Losing a sight happen to be an accident but it all fine

Mine was a sign of my creation and explanation to define

My life is a story when u ask and the true me can't change

I read a lot of pages about my living and i only see no glory

The real friends hunts me in my nightmares for my ends alone

Ain't known to be grown and be the best cos i have a messed life

I strive to live and be alive weep my tears and defeat the sound of pain

My future is in vain pains running through my veins

No lie i lost my career lost an eye sight to bright at night

Life sucks and everything is breathing through pains

I can't explain how i survive or be alive

My living is broken but loving none i feel no pain

I try i cry dry my tears and fight for the light

Nothing is alright when something is missing

I'm sinking alcohol am still drinking thinking of myself

I won't tell a soul it ain't well but say everything is in control

My whole life is pain just to sustain and be strong to maintain

I feel shame for myself living a life with no beginning or help