25 TO LIFE

my emotions are causing commotions,feel like my heads full of explosions/

I'm just one tick away from imploding,my body feels like its floating/

my world is in crisis from my devises,learning everything has its prices/

I'm paying them now more then I thought,hurt everyone I loved I'm so distraught/

 

I remember had it all before the fall, a house, 3 cars it seem so small/

bills were always paid, bling displayed, and it took one mistake, now its all erased/

I'm like a canvas without a brush or that kid without having their first crush/

I once had sight now I'm blind, box opens one-way cant turn back the hands of time/

 

when does the pain start to explain all the darkness the my soul begins to entertain/

i have to shake this Train of horrors, I'm feeling like the deadest of all Walkers/

six by nine gladiator school a Miniscule Molecule living in a brick Cesspool/

where killing is a tool of the trade Hesitate you die, thats life as a unnamed inmate/

 

25 to life is that what I'm worth/

convicted was the day of birth/

no sight of trees or green of grass/

its a price you pay to get that cash/

death is just a hard glare away/

I'm a man ill meet it halfway/

 

now I'm in the Criminal jungle where everyday you know ya gotta rumble/

blood spilled like its Alkaline wine and rumors travel fast through the Grapevine/

23 hour lock downs piercing sound of screams and lonely nights with just your memories/

thinking god abandoned me here alone to die in a place with no time zone/

 

Relationships are though a pain of glass and a phone surrounded by Psychopaths/

id give anything to be home with my shorty's watch em marry when their grown/

minutes into hours hours turn into days then to years it appears I die here/

put those needles in my arms the fast sleep cant bare seeing my family's sorrows/

 

its been ten long years now I guess all along this is where I definitely belong/

I started stabbing slicing Surprising it was the only way I knew to surviving/

tatted from head to toe skin was like a Picasso learning ways to make Dough/

then the cell doors opened i was in bed, ah shit shanked look at me I'm DEAD/

 

25 to life is that what I'm worth/

convicted was the day of birth/

no sight of trees or green of grass/

its a price you pay to get that cash/

death is just a hard glare away/

I'm a man ill meet it halfway/