Just Us Two

I don't wanna believe it baby girl, I don't want it to be true

You're two years old, running around like we're at the zoo

Still remember cradlin' you in the nicu, damn has the time flew

 

I'm so blessed you came into my life, and I owe it all to God, thank you

I know I made promises to the both of you, I still plan on following through

But I have to get through some issues of my own first, sorry I've got a few

 

One being with your daddy, I just don't know what to do

See, unlike Scooby-Doo, I haven't even got the slightest clue

Just know it wasn't always like this though, nah baby girl, this is all new

 

We were always together, we were each other's boo

From there we grew closer, and our feelings started to spew

Your daddy started thinkin' "I do", after knowin' that all I could think was "Damn, hope he pursues"

 

Come two years and nine months later, and you were due

All that was running through my head was "I've never known a love more true"

Little did he or I know, that was the beginning of how our relationship ensued

 

You see, it wasn't because he didn't love you, that could never be true

But the fact that all my attention was now placed on you

Had his mind racing with thoughts that became a bit too skewed

 

He didn't know what to do, with himself when my focus was all on you

He didn't understand that's what I HAD to do, it got so bad we continued to argue

Until what felt like our faces turning blue, but that was only the beginning of our issues

 

And within time his words and actions finally forced me into a shrew

He raised his hand to me, and continued to follow through

After that I was way past the tissues, and I didn't see a reason left to hold onto

 

You were only a year old, you should have never even gone through

A situation like that, but don't worry baby I'm here for the rescue

Though I know you don't remember, it's really me tryna get through

 

It's just a bit hard for me to chew, which is probably why I've been feelin' a bit blue

Not that I'm complainin' though, it's such a beautiful hue

It just gets a little hard when life's bullshit begins to accrue

 

But that's when I push the negativity to the side and remember, I still have you

You're the only one who won't ever bid me a final adieu, which brings me to construe

Why God placed you in my life, yeah I can see it through His type of view

 

And who knows, maybe it's something your daddy and I can one day undo

But for now, it's just us two, peekin' through our rearview

That's all I need baby girl, is just me and you.