Listen Up Dad

Listen up dad this is for you, I can be a pain in the ass, but you can be too.

 

But really I have something to say, and I swear to you that I think of it every single day,

 

can we please not pretend that everything is OK?

 

Because its not, I've been shot, by lies and hate, dad I've tried telling you i'm living in a crate..with no escape.. Yes I understand that I lie too, that's just because of the way that I grew,

 

please just listen...if only you knew...you would understand why i’m so blue...you have no clue….i'm jealous of you….this is all true…

 

yes i'm always sad….and sometimes mad...but that does not make me un-glad….

 

I feel like you love me less it makes me stress faster than i can progress..

 

I feel trapped

 

some people consider me as mentally handicapped..i am no longer intact…

 

I'm so confused, why do i have to be so bruised before someone listens….I can't live in these fucking conditions….

 

I get it i shouldn't get “special treatment” but people aren't gentle me cause i’m mental

 

Are you listening to what I am saying?

 

Because right now i'm slaying to show you that i have been waiting for you to start displaying that you get it

 

Cause I’m living in a pit sometimes I really just wanna fuckin quit

 

I shouldn't have to deal with this shit