Suicide Note
• Written by Rezzie
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I would often pretend that I was alright,
But truthfully I was dying inside,
Smiled in the public but resorted to a knife,
cutting lines in my flesh, lookin' like stripes
I used to be alive but I was dying inside,
Suicide was coming clearer into sight,
I never really understood why,
but please mom and dad, please don't cry
Cuz you had a chance to fix it and you didn't,
instead you wiped away all the blood in the kitchen,
never asked how I was feeling,
because that shits just not appealing, right?
You got higher than fucking kite,
Always looking for trouble or to start a fight,
The real you always showed up at night,
I won't lie to you dad I cried,
And I contemplated suicide too many times,
too Count but now I've finally died.
My fear is gone and my tears have dried,
I finally am at peace with a clear mind,
Now you can leave this all behind.
I never really got the hint that you care,
But you did for my sister and that wasn't fair,
I was sobbing in my room ripping out my hair,
While you were busy having a love affair,
I heard the swears and I heard the prayers,
I heard your 'secret lover' throw you down the stairs,
But I couldn't help because I couldn't move,
You were right, It's crazy what booze can do.
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Rezzie
Member since June 14 2017