i choose to rap to feel better m...

when the morning came i didn't know where i was sleeping,

opened my eyes, made up my mind and feigned the fact that i was dying,

the same happened to me the day before but i been swearing,

that tomorrow i be strong enough to be sobre before dreaming,

it's a promise i made to myself a hundred time but i been lying,

to my friends to my family i can't be stood i'm still lying,

right down on the floor in my kitchen next to the fridge,

once in a place which i ignore, once under a bridge,

every morning i tell myself that this evening i take no risk,

i list the thing that i should do instead of being in the mist,

sophisticate myself in the mirror to pretend i'll resist,

you make me sick, no way that you and i can coexist,

communicate the threat to the people who care for me,

i'm not that great,oh no, i'm still hiding behind a tree,

behind this tree theres a forest it's the problem that i can't see,

can't sing no misery, i choose to rap to feel better may be.