i made it

I finally made it i was almost gone i could of gave up something was

wrong... do i belong, in a place where i cant get along ,unless i fit in im not

kiddin because to me being normal is a state forbidden

, why try to speak my mind i seek a connection that i cant seem

to find , feeling different then the rest got me feeling anxious and depressed

how can i be myself when everything always feels like a contest , always

feeling stressed, insecuritirs had the best of me , i was an open book like a

confusing recipe but all i ever wanted was for rose and reg to see that i was

smart even though i fuck up quite a bit but some things i cant quit bad habits

can be hard to kick sometimes everything adds up quick so i can understand

if everything i stand for wasnt part of your plan but now im a grown ass man

32 years old and just started rappin this whole time i was a poet and didnt

know it looking back it makes sence to me know and i cant stop laughing

smiling to my self now in then , not faking them anymore just to try and fit in

who the fuck was i even kidding .... I always looked angry and down with a

red face and a permanent frown those are just a few habits that got turned

up side down , now i feel proud and ill scream it loud in a scary crowd not

a street fighter but not afraid to throw down , i gotta admit it feels good to

believe and to know that theres not a goal that i set that cant be achieved

, to them i was just a smart ass kid , always got my own

way they say , well whos they ? they can all get fucked because at 14 i finally

ran out of luck , i discovered an acid trip that that decided to stick , an em-

balance that had me in a constant panic , this is what happens when you

take shit for granted , eighteen years later im still hear the only difference is

i dont mind the person i see in the mirror no more terror , on day this year i

started to see while bumping merkules in my dump truck , something magical

happened and it all made sense to me , we are all victims to society and

looking back i always seen the fake shit that most were blind to now im like a

lion so if you fuck around i swear i will find you

 

I am here , i am here to stay . all you critics and haters get the hell out of my

way

x5