Pain

I got this sudden pain in my brain feel like I might go insane,

you keep me stuck in this maze a simple piece in your game,

I need to erase this pain or I might lose my mind in this strain,

Feel like I left my own plain to try and learn my name.

Now I sit here wishing I remained in the land of flames,

I blame myself I thought I'd never see this day yes now I know this ain't my picture frame,

Broke my own parts now i feel like it's all the same numbering myself next

to the confidence game.

Nothing I know matters anymore feel like I'm alone but I'm surrounded by

millions still understood by none tho,

guess I was just the clone everyone else around me looking happy well I moan,

this is how I will atone for my sins so young but already blown the sockets in his brain tho,

already thinking about having my name on a tombstone,

Wish my house would be hit with a cyclone so i could just die.

Every night I cry but no one knows why my young eyes have seen the course of many lies,

seen my mom do the shit that's ill advised feel like my life was meant to be full of demise,

people see me but that's just a disguise on the inside I hide the real guy,

I always have to look at the sky and just wonder are my decisions unwise.

Feel like I just want to die people just pass by asking what's wrong with that guy,

people reply he just wants to choke himself with his own necktie,

I write these rhymes to get these damn feeling out my mind so

thank god I can say goodbye to the devil I hide.