You taught me how to hate

I loved you, you made me, hate me.

You gave me this hate, see?

You could of saved me, now my mind is deadly.

Can you feel that?

I fall back, every time you tried to steal back,

What we had, Our love faded to black,

I hurt myself and nobody can heal that,

You feel bad?

You feel sad?

I'm sorry, wait no, fuck that!

It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.

This life, it dies, Filled my mind with your lies.

These lungs have sung, this broken song for too long,

and it's true I hurt you, But remember please, I loved you,

Before I leave I'll pick my self-esteem from the darkest drawer,

I'm just a guy packed with remorse,

And I'll say a little prayer for the child in me,

The good times that we had, When I could believe,

That I had something good and I felt relieved,

but even I can go to Heaven if I part the seas.

But in the end,

I wish I could have quit you.

I wish I never missed you,

The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through

I became obsessed with the thought of you,

But my pain just grew and grew!

How could you do this to me baby?!

Just look at what I did for you,

It never was enough,

and the world is what I gave to you!

I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up,

Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!