To Shaelyn 2
• Written by Kindled
Kindled's Notes
I'm extremely upset about this. Mainly because I had to delete a selfie of her and I that was on my social media. I know it was just a picture but that was a special memory I liked to look back on, see our school truly did receive a bomb threat, she was so scared I did everything to make her feel better, that picture helped the most, it made her feel beautiful, cared and loved for. Now its gone
Verse 1:
One day I'd thought we'd be together, that someday we could be happy forever
I did anything and everything to make you happy, but I was just a fool,
now you got me feeling like a tool, and that's just not cool.
See I fell in love with you, but you used me for my kind words, the words that made you feel like
you ruled the world, and however I look at it, I can't help but hate and forgive you for that
I hate you for making me feel like crap but why... why do I forgive you?
I just cant wrap my head around that so listen to these words,
the words of a hurt man who only wanted to make you smile
man its been awhile since I've felt happy, instead of feeling sappy, but that doesn't mean shit
to you cause you stepped all over me like I was a snowshoe and that's just so cruel
Hook:
I look in the mirror and see disgust, forged from a man turned to rust
I look back on our memories, and think why me?
Why do I feel this pain over and over again?
over and over and over again
yeah oh yeah
over and over and over again
Verse 2:
Your boyfriend told you to block me, and you didn't even hesitate did you?
You threw away our whole friendship, how could you?
He was jealous I was making his girl happier than what he could ever do
told me to delete our picture, what was I supposed to do?
Now that memories gone forever, a memory of pure happiness taken away
to avoid nastiness.
Our school received a bomb threat, you were scared and I did
everything I could to cheer you up, made you feel safe, protected you like a vase.
But fuck me I guess, shows me my place in your life.
Should I clean off the knife you stabbed my heart with or is this torture not over?
A slaughter of my happiness, oh what a horror.
Hook:
I look at you guys and see distrust, forged from a relationship built to bust
I look back on our memories, and think why me?
Why do I feel this pain over and over again?
over and over and over again
yeah oh yeah
over and over and over again
Why do I feel this pain over and over again?
over and over and over again
yeah oh yeah
over and over and over again
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Kindled
Member since June 19 2017