Lonely.

I was used like a fool.

Played like a tool.

 

I pretended to be someone else. Held up a different man up on my own

belt.

You said I mattered, Said you loved me but left me hurt and battered.

 

But I got back up, Remaking the ruins with things like tunes.

this feeling, this feeling is completely new.

 

Left me for opportunity nothing more.

Barely rocked you. It struck me to the core.

Sitting by myself, Healin' all my sores.

You say I'm overreactin' but I'm torn.

 

Was everything a lie, Something great life I thought I had defined.

But apparently the incline hit a decline and you no longer wanted to be

mine.

 

Wanted to be someone else's. I'm sitting here alone. Afraid and helpless.

 

I've taken up the knife and thought about taking my life.

But it siphons and my might says I will continue to fight.

I gave it everything, Gave it my all. But now I feel like I barely learned to

crawl.

 

You say four months was deception. And no matter how many times

you called me perfection. You always thought about the questions.

But you never mentioned that I was being corrected to be someone else.

 

I promised, I would never use you or try to abuse you.

You were the creative muse that left me in bruises.

And as my soul rots I can hear my soul oozin'

 

I sacrificed everything I could, You say that you would never leave me and

if I would, you'd commit suicide but now my days are brewin' by.

with only you on my mind.

Oh where did the time fly?

And how did my life get turned a blind eye.

To the point where I really just want to die.

 

You were into horoscopes. I wouldn't call you a whore but I'm afraid

I might want to and you hurt me and I don't have faith, nor I hope.

With my brain I try to cope.

 

I'm moving on, slowly.

The one thing I never wanted, Once more I feel lonely.