Swallowed All My Words

i try to cope with it, even if there ain't no hope in it /

i wonder why i let it slip, but then i say, go get it! /

broken heart, i need just one girl to mend it /

my world baby, cum with me, no pun intended /

write it all down, so i gotta see the picture now /

if i was aloud to milk it out, i would be 100 like a pitcher /

strike out, let it out, wow, i miss her, ouch /

no room on that love seat, so fuck me on the couch /

that personality has reality, looking awfully nasty /

just smile, your with me, i just thought that that could make you happy /

words like fire in my throat, burning up all raspy /

i would show how much i loved you, so you wouldn't have to ask me /

my heart will forever hurt, never worked, we never learned /

sometimes i wanna leave you at a good time, so were at better terms /

and i put my heart into all this i write, my wish, is /

to not make each other cry, when we say goodbye /

 

-drowning in hell, but i'm flying with the birds

try to say what i felt, but i swallowed all my words

does it hurt, mines the worst, did our time burst,

cause the person that you are now, i don't like her-

-crowded in this jail, but I've earn the time I've served

tried to release what i held, but it's hollow without my words

tried to tell ya how i felt, but you kicked me to the curve

lied when i said i'm well, cause admitting the truth hurts-

 

a murderer you killing my feelings i'm sending you

mending you, when your blue / make you strong

then when you up, you kick me down, whats new /

i would never hurt you, there's to much for me to lose /

my poker chips are all in, but i think i'm losing you /

who is he, we break up, and you playin him, while using me /

you expect me, to be happy, when this ain't the way, we used to be /

i see what we, barely grasp to have, and it slips away, slowly /

you can be, my homie, but i just cant love you, cause you phony /

here i go, hearing all this shit, bout you again /

this mood i'm in, i'm given hints, but to you its irrelevant /

one minute were intimate, then you give me shit /

not to mention, that all i asked for, was a little more attention /

you say who's your friend, your always with, it never ends

you ain't innocent /

you say this shit then turn right around and be a hypocrite /

this wasn't fair, nothing compares to my care /

saw the beauty inside you... when you thought it wasn't there /

 

-drowning in hell, but i'm flying with the birds

try to say what i felt, but i swallowed all my words

tried to release what i held, but it's hollow without my words

and all our time is served, so i released you like a bird-

cause that shit hurts inside, i cant lie

i swallowed all my words, i have no choice but to write

blame myself so we don't fight, i talk like i'm fine

swallowed all my words, that's why i didn't call last-night

 

fly away baby... fly away baby...

goodbye...