Clouded Judgement

These drugs are my main disguise to hide my ugly face

Had a good lead now the drugs have caught up in this race

Feeling like i'm glued to this chair friends have forgot my name

But that's something I'm going to have to sacrifice for the fame

These drugs used to get me high but now all I feel is low

Feeling so vulnerable I could even fall for a hoe

Used to be clever said i'd never ever do any drugs

Well shit a lot has changed i've now become a thug

They've clouded my judgement to where I can't differentiate right or wrong

My best friend used to be a person but now it's just a bong

Got all my family and friends wondering about how I act

I'm starting to fade out in the background people worrying 'bout Zack

Promised my parents no drugs ever again but i did sorry 'bout that

When I die I assure you heaven is not what i'll arrive at

Remembering all the bad things I did and now I feel crap

Constantly failing school so I hope I make it in rap

Stomach drops when my phone rings i'm so pessimistic

So many chances in life but i'm not opportunistic

Starting to get into more and more trouble with the law

What ever happened to the innocent child I knew before

Not religious but I know god has given up on converting me

Conversations about this shit is exactly what i'm diverting

Rapping is something that helps me confess my feelings

I ain't got no job so I've had to resort to stealing

I guess I these are my confessions saved for when I die

When that happens i'm not sure if anybody will cry