"Without Wings" Jesse Fishman

All I wanted was to be myself

Now all I do is lose in hell

And the sky only doubts me

So I will fly without wings (2x)

 

This is to the future me, maybe you can see my present

Cause I’m livin in the past, and I just can’t seem to get it.

I didn't mean to be this, Bottled up, I don’t believe to admit it.

Good ridden, I leave this innocence, and the world kills it in minutes.

They don’t wanna see me, break the scrip, cause they literate.

Sayin plan B, Better stick with it, won’t be it, just live with it.

I ask em... who knew, that the truth is at a distance?

I image, then become a dreamer like john Lennon.

People rely on the lies, that are so close.

I look inside your eyes, and why do I see no hope?

And it kills, that I can’t find peace, in my own home.

The pills seek me, but I don’t wanna be, another overdose.

Became my own army, so close to the end, I’m a closer soul.

They sayin I’m small, but watch I pop, like a hot toaster stove.

Mow the lawn, cleared the field, to a lucky clover road.

More lead in my soul, than this over drawn holster holds.

 

All I wanted was to be myself

Now all I do is lose in hell

And the sky only doubts me

So I will fly without wings (2x)

 

This young man is on the rise, more muscle than all these guys.

Movin through my problems, I’m so broke, don’t even pay the price.

Get em I got em, it’s all in my eyes, fallen to rise, like Optimus Prime.

They don’t see me like they wall-E eyed, rewrite the scene and optimize.

Kicked me in my teeth, I can’t believe we swapped lives

And everything you, and the world said to me, they probably lies.

Who knew you would leave, I’m talkin bout all of you

And girl, you disappeared like a ghost, so that is why I call you boo.

Boo, like a wicked soul, and it seems like

Messin with these hoes, is the only shit that goes.

Lookin for that rose, but I always get the thorns.

And tonight I drink till I’m fucked up, call it liquid porn.

Jesse you so crazy, rewind it back since you was a baby.

All that shit that couldn't faze me, everything I took that made me

See, that all I wanna do in this life, is find peace in my dreams

And chase the tunnel, till I reach that taunting light and

Flee...

 

All I wanted was to be myself

Now all I do is lose in hell

And the sky only doubts me

So I will fly without wings (2x)

 

Bow, how you like me now,

You guessin between lessons, from the then’s and the now’s

The range in my pain creates a lane, for a wide crowd

Everything’s changed, you all about the why’s and the how’s (2x)