Life
• Written by MacyDouglass
tryna stay strong in this small town of mine.
its a lot harder when they don't see you cryin.
the people, so fucking naive.
the things that i tell them they just do not believe.
because they live in a world where everything is fine.
none of them have to pay their own dime.
i tell you, try having my father.
try being broke.
but now i've spoke.
we don't have no money.
i don't know how we livin'
but we in so much debt.
people say that i'm kiddin'
it's hard to find good work.
and when people treat you cold.
its hard to find support.
but i'm tryin'.
i keep pushin' through the pain.
because i know in the future
i be leavin' my dream.
I'll have a man that treat me right.
I'll be workin' a good job.
i'll be done with this fight.
i wont have to be as strong
i'll buy things that i want.
not just what i need
no more hand-me-down clothes
i'll have clothes clothes just for me
gotta keep workin
gotta keep workin
helpin out the family
helpin out the family
things gettin harder as i'm struggling.
i'm havin trouble with some personal things.
from loosin friends, to dealin with guys.
everything is just keepin me cryin.
beginning of school, i lost my best friend
tore me so much, started wishin i was dead
went to home everyday with a frown on my face
began to believe my life was a race
went from guy to guy with no purpose at all
until i met this one who was dark and tall
i fell in love in the moment , thought he did too
but turned out he was only lookin to shoot
so attached now, yeah startin some feelins
i just about died when he said he was leavin
he went my to friend and asked for her time
i begged her no, said he was only lyin
she didn't listen to me, so i dropped her fast
because she knew that my feelings still lasts
pleaded him back into my life
he tried to act as if he was nice
treated me right, smiled at me
he was only actin like this for my body
even worse, his sister was my friend
started so much shit, the friendship had to end
so i broke it of with him, because i cared about her
even then she said she was unsure
gotta keep workin
gotta keep workin
helpin out the family
helpin out the family
months went by of feeling alone
no more drama seemed to be shown
now i was ready to move to something new
cute boy on his knees kissin up my shoes
givin me attention like never before
still a little scared to open the door
couple months and we on our very first date
damn i was hoping that i wasn't too late
he was patient, he waited for me
one more month and now i'm his baby
night after night i be chillin with him
fist we lip to lip, next night we skin to skin
he held me close and he never told me no
made me laugh more than anyone i know
sittin by the fire with all of our friends
layin on him all curled up to him
everyone so jealous of us
but even then we didn't give a fuck
we'd laugh and laugh and we'd laugh and laugh
time so fast, seemed like non had past
1 years later and we still together
met his mom and dad met all his brothers
at times it felt they loved me more than him
don't worry i kept it first with him
gotta keep workin
gotta keep workin
helpin out the family
helpin out the family
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MacyDouglass
Member since August 13 2017