Numb

Gotta understand I feel numb, I'm boutta burst

This pain I inherit can't be reversed, so fuck all ya'll who switched up

I don't really know what the fuck's in my cup

I'll swear to god I'll put you in tha fucking ground

It is breaking me down, no more friend around

But what comes up must come down

Can't smile, take a picture, gotta frown

Just get the fuck from me

Lock my heart up, this is jail, throw away the key

I can't control it, the fire in my chest

The day before is better than the present

Mess with me I got that temper, it eats me alive

Becoming someone you don't recognize

Lost myself when you left, now all I see is cop cars

Trying to move foward, though it never stops

Niggas try to play me but I finna put a bullet through they head

And my vision isn't set on the money I get

Why? Cause I do this for you, to help you get through

I'm hoping that this letter reaches you, cause I been there, still am

Fire in the hand, supplier of the man, bust yo head, still fucked up

Fuck a mask, I want them to know it's me, ugh

No new niggas I said all fake

Cause tears falling down make me ache, won't go through it again

If they here today I say to them

Should've put you in the ground that how its suppose to be

You see now that nigga lonely

I'm better off just me