my life
• Written by Drew_Smith_232
man shit is getting crazy
I'm about to have a baby
im astounded
but man I'm confounded
i say that I'ma be a man and raise her
but honestly I feel like using a razor
and ending this shit right now
be man dawg I don't know how
thinking I'm doing okay cuz I'm working
not giving my girl the time that she be deserving
I stay out and party all night
telling myself that I'm in the right
I'm just trynna live for the moment
not realizing she at home feeling broken
never gave a fuck and I Prolly still won't
somthing got me bad so my verses still cold
im 21 taking care of my family
working hard to provide but damn we
still starving no matter what I do
I'm lost
can't seem to get my point across
homie I'm fucking dieing
but I know theres no solution in crying
I am who everyone runs to for help
always lend a hand no matter my wealth
yeah homies see a dude thats got his head up
good life and determined not to let up
but wait man maybe
this dude is feeling down daily
talking bout my problems man I'm on a ride
but I feel the only solution to my problem is suicide
or is that a little bit selfish
I swear I'm the only one who felt this
I make an attempt for better then fail
I'll let out a couple sighs tell them exhale
and that I'm okay no need to worry
when really inside I wanna be buried
this is my path that I've chosen
so why is it that I'm frozen
depression I feel coating
wrapped around like hands on my throat then
grabs tosses me around
knowing I can't beat it so I keep my head down
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Drew_Smith_232
Member since August 13 2017