Jocelyn Flores ReMix

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god damn i need to pop another xan

the pains too much i don't understand

asked the lord why me

is it really not meant to be

but i realized the one who causes my pain

is me one and the same

damn what a turn of events

so what if i end up dead

then the all the pain will be gone

this will just be another sad song

if i did then it just disappear

what the fuck is the reason i'm here

cause X had the courage i didn't tell people how he really feel

they say depression fake well it isn't that shit is way too real

but i gotta say

it make's you not wanna see the next day

Friday i popped xan's Saturday i blew coke

Sunday i got high sometimes drugs be the only hope

i kept this bottled down

people see me never crack a frown

mean while i just wanna shout

and let it all out

i guess this is some heavy shit

i hope the idea really hit

that people are plagued with this disease

that make their spirit die and fall to their knee's

but now i let it out through this song 17 helped me a lot

X don't ever stop making music cause i'm about to start