Forgiven
• Written by Kindled
Kindled's Notes
i'm sorry if this isn't up to par with my previous works. ive been heartbroken and it's been hard to find my old self. love sucks. also i transferred this over from my phone, so the structure is not how i want it. will fix asap.
Verse 1:
You had another bad day at school, you come home crying,
your parents telling you to quit your whining but you've been trying.
You've been trying and you're not lying when you say that you feel like dying,
the strings of your life have been untying, and no matter what you do nothings been complying,
this pain you feel wont go away so you embrace it,
you feel like your life's a mistake and just wish to erase it.
You burn, you cut, you imagine a life where you're not stuck in a rut
but its hard, oh my god is it hard when you've been dealt shitty cards.
Now the next day isn't any easier, you try to stay positive
but they say you've been getting cheesier,
first block comes and goes, by second they attack you and you just froze
if only they knew soon you'll be food for the crows.
I wonder. Is this really how life goes?
Now this anxiety inside of me has destroyed my sobriety,
it's fucked with the I view myself in this fucked up damn society.
It's hard to love, hard to live, It feel like I'm just a shard
of that little white dove who fell from above.
Hook:
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the sins of my past
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the scars that'll last
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the things that I said
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for wishing I was dead
Verse 2:
Tell me, am I alive or just breathing?
Teach me how to get the drive to start healing,
please show me the way through my feelings, got hurt hard and I'm reeling
but now it's time to start dealing. Man fuck it let's do it then,
gotta man up and get through it then,
life's hard no doubt about it, but you gotta work hard to re-route it.
If you think negative you'll be negative so
if you want to outlive them you gotta learn to forgive em,
or it'll just eat away at you making sure you won't be left living.
See you hurt yourself on the outside to try and kill the thing on the inside,
you believe your own happiness had been denied
that's its been set aside and left buried under a landslide,
now that was me once but
I take pride in how I defied the odds because soon I'll reside among the gods.
Hook:
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the thoughts in my head
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the actions I dread
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven for the reason I die
Am I forgiven?
Forgiven that I wished this was a lie
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Kindled
Member since June 19 2017