Garbage.

I'm the man that can't get shit done

The man who drifts to the edge of the gun

Finger ready to squeeze about to put an end to me

Last time the hammer jammed please

Make this my final attempt

I live filled inside with nothing less than regrets

I hate everything I am fuck my future

Just let me die with no pride i'm a loser

Can't find what i really want

Yet i'm on the hunt tryna find that one

Thing to keep me going well it's too late

Fuck I can't even spit anymore great

 

I hate this i just wanna cry

Call me a pussy make my hatred thrive

Only eighteen and many may hate me

Maybe because i'm in the midst of making

A name for who not for you but for me

Laugh at my dreams see me grow mad the fucks funny?

Cowards tryna bash a mans goals

Power behind these hands that land blows

Look at this rap and notice all the flaws

Hold the applause search for it's cause

And find nothing but a wasted word or two

Excuse me old self may I have a word with you

I need to find out what drove you to go before

Was it that you'd bash these whores or that you were packing swords

 

Fuck this is garbage I can no longer find

The reason for being which is stuck inside

Of the very mind of mine that has me blind

This ain't the land of the free it's the home for the snakes

The ones who ate the forbidden fruit those who ain't

Capable of making the right choices

Life for them is pointless joyless

I am unforgiving like alcohol to the kidneys

And or the liver I deliver scriptures by the plenty

Resent me and hate me it's all fucking good

Cause i'm stuck in my ways like hard fucking wood.

 

(Outro)

They hate me like I hate them

Stay hating cause they and I ain't friends

I feel I am the only one who wants me to win

So to them I scream fuck you and let it flow with the wind..