Never before

Yeah, here I go again, you must think that I'm lame

Remembering back to us talking bout our nickname

And stealing your heart, that was never my aim

See I let you ditch and now nothing's the same

you pick me apart

I'm picking your heart, you left me in dark

I guess all the pain and the worry you left me in

Returned a speed of a bolt.

Damn, do we end harm in arm or are we making it more

Guess you'll never know cause you never let us move

Show you how we love and he trusts and we can do

But all of it showed, but you never was there

So lets really see if you cared .

Knew if you needed then i would be there

To put all this blame onto me isn't fair

But all you care 'bout is your makeup and hair

You're taking a piss, I'm taking your shit

I see all your pics, I see who you chose

And you just know it eats me alive

You're happy without me, that you're happy without me

Damn, I'm jealous creeping through your snapchat

And find myself asking why the fuck that I still give a damn

About you, about us, like leon give her the hell up

And although I hate my guts, I gotta give your guts that thumbs up

Cause i was bringing you close

Now their the one who youre wanting the most

One minute I hate you, one minute I love you

Well right now feeling 'em both, I can't stop.

 

When I found this beat, i was jyst thinking about you

Cursed with endless hate, it's a wonder I found you

Stuck here, I'm writing and thinking about yo

some of my friends say I'm better without you

Better without you right? I found you on a dark night

Could've shown you what love is like

u Rode up on a white horse, the brightest knight

And the girls following you like water now

Wanna give you my heart, but it's battered down and

And let's keep it real

See I'm just jealous that you kinda found love

And I'm searching for it still

All of these girls are boring and lame

I want kindness so that we can build

Nothing's out of my league, but im out of yours

And whenever we talk, now its always so lame

Being put in the friend zone is bringing me pain

And I just wanna get you out of my heart

Out of my heart, never been one for past tenses

im moving on after these sentences

I fail when in your presence, getting time in my mind like apartments

im So sorry, I'm so offensive, trust me its hard just being your friend

And in the end I look weird, the time I spent was useless

The truth is, honestly girl I miss you and...