Regular guy

Hi I’m just a regular guy some people tell me I’m fly,

I know it’s a lie I think I look like someone that died,

it’s been years since I cried even though I’ve tried,

been desensitized since my dad tried to commit suicide,

in front of my eyes and I had to deal with his lies,

people tell me I’m nice but I’m too nice it’s a problem of mine,

I’d sit there and cry and put others first and tell em I’m fine,

whatever I do I’m always the last guy standing in line,

I’ve been alone for five years been to hell it ain’t nice there,

I try to put it in the past but they say nice guys finish last,

guess they’re onto something with that and it’s kinda driving me mad,

cause it’s sad that no one has ever appreciated what I have,

the kindness I give and having to decide a side is a horrible way to live,

so I keep being nice and shit and in five years I still don’t have a chick,

but the other side is being a dick and that’s not a way I can live,

so I guess I’ll keep being nice and alone maybe one day I’ll find a home,