Lost

Im gonna tell a sad story so listen good cause it s bad. Well here we are

then.You know what is feels like ... to feel lost. Everyone I loved is gone. I

don't even know man... i'm so fucking done. My demons are in control; no

matter how many times I say no.

I just have to ask, why'd you do it? You had the gun but you didn't have to

shoot it. Now i'm lost without you. fuck i'm clueless. I tell myself I can get

through this, but as I grow older it becomes useless. You said to protect

mom and sis... back then I didn't know it was a hint. That you would be

leaving and I would be the one to carry this shit. I was just a kid who

needed to grow up early. Physically i'm a kid but mentally i'm 30.

You were to much of a coward to go to prison. Fuck... anyone

would rather that then you not livin' . I'm sick of living with the fact that

you blew out your brains. I hated you so much I almost forgot your name.

Man, your making me insane.

I wanna scream at you but that won't make it right; So imma join you

and leave my letter for the last time... Goodnight.