Trials

Sitting here reminiscing, 20 mins and bipolar kicks in.

Dunno how to deal with it, push it away and drink away all my problems

before the pain sets in.

Heart break doesn't bother me, trust issues arise. All i'm doin is

second guessing thing that were meant to be.

But that aint my fault is it? Everybody's gotta play part in me

Take a look at my life and you will see. I have reason to be bitter,

but my happiness isn't something i'm willing to hinder.

 

For a stupid bitch who doesn't appreciate what i do for them.

Love may as well be a hallucinogen.

Now my hearts protected, fuck it i aint need people for where i'm headed.

Yourself is the only you need, you just gotta proceed

with something better. Spend ya time on something that'll give you pleasure.

 

 

(Unfinished - The beat is made by me)