Airplanes

I really cant imagine that things will be better soon.

gone away no more looking forward to seeing you.

Congrats for splitting me down right in two.

Hurtin' again I need more drugs to do

Already lost so what do I have to lose?

 

Im sorry dad and im sorry mom

for all the pain that I caused

but this life really fucking sucks

Been living like this for plenty of months.

 

Dont expect much just need a couple loyal friends

if it came true, that would seriously be the best

a fluid runs down from my eye lids

as crimson flows out through my wrist

Mr. engineer I have something you need to fix

I already know what the problem is

Damaged piece is placed in between my ribs

inside my chest

please tell me that it disconnects....

yes

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I may come of as happy and bubbly

but I do hide what I feel underneathe

hate the pity and peoples sympathy

I wish I couldn't feel anything

wish this muscle would stop twitching

 

should've choked myself out in the womb man.

hated being alive since my first breath of oxygen

I died while an infant, oh please can I die once again?

No? I guess i'll encounter an activity filled with sin.

Venture to the tops with some rope in my hands.

pop a squat and smoke my last damn cigarette

Imagine how it could've been if things were different

Actually attempted to get an education

Join a sport and be the team captain

Its not to late to take action

Thats false advertising.