Differences

Yeah...haha may be corny but um...it may be..time..to make a difference man..be good, fresh...real..

Some may separate and some may connect, but that's how our world acts now and then I'm not like you and I don't wanna be, I've set goals for myself that could generate and make a reflection even if you think your above or under me..fuck what these haters think man I'mma be the best of the best, like a heavyweight just stepped into the ring cocked a chicken, a Glock loaded to make history with it

Some wanna be the same as their generation portrays it, but not mine, not me..fuck that I was Maniacle stuck in the basement hiding from society and everyday faces..but then again, I had fears to release and now that they have left me, I'm ready with this pen and brush..gimme the paper so I can paint it, cause with the blood leaving my taste buds my tongue still hangs low like my nuts so with this picture I see, I'mma need more than a lick of paint for my past, specifically to erase it..

 

*HOOK*

 

Damn right it's time man, with this hand I'm hiding myself because I could make a big difference with time I'm given, I'm not for relationships because every second doesn't count like Dracula with bats they just bite me back I feel death approaching me, already I sometimes feel dead, but this isn't the type of shit for sorrow feelings no not again! This isn't for a helping hand, this is a reflection in my mirror to form a light around my head let my anger smash this XBOX knowing damn well I don't have a Halo man, I need one...cause mine was broken when I was hanging on to my life's layers by the thread

I split my head open on a bunk bed, was life flighted when I was born into this place, busted the back of my head with rusty metal frames, crashed head on to a tree and damn near lost my life again and fucking recently was hit by a car..broke my arm walked home and watched as my arm bent, mom crying in panic, hospital might be my fucking home but what was the reasons...for these injuries and pain to my soul because scars don't give me bragging rights, the only bill my pain made was for the hospital to release me to my real ass den..

 

*HOOK*

 

I may not be the same as you, because I lay off these other groups but I do it for me to gain trust with my family dude, never heard a rapper say dude ha, but family is all I got that's truth! Cause if this gun in my mouth can't solve my problems drop the bullets and pick up this mic cause maybe we can relate to, the shit we've been through, no suicide, no pain dog just handling with news..see my face missing on a post outside the local church what happened to who? Questions cirlce this town and you find me bawling like a bitch alone in a darkened room..cause sometimes Maniacle takes over and when the darkness matches my mood...

I'm never the same looking back at you, and suicide takes a turn to a trip nobody ever wants to walk ooh..the feeling of knowing the strongest part of your blood has given up...alone with a noose... tempting to end it all and memories zoom passed your mindset until your in the darkest point in the universe... nothing worst than that....yeah somethings better than that

 

*HOOK*

 

All it takes....is one...not asking to make love and get along shit, just asking to not quit...cause as long as you don't quit...we're all young inside so...that will pass on to those who see... through music... through speech..we can make fucking differences...