Understanding The World Ft. King...
• Written by KingsOfEmotion
KingsOfEmotion's Notes
This was published a long time ago, i know, but i have improved significantly and have re-requested people's feedback. Tell me what you all think.
(0:10) Been feeling this way for a decade,
But only lived for 19 years, so I persuade,
The mind to believe in my own personal gain
Going off again, mixing with all my pain,
Following through my brain
This isn’t a game,
I rap about my feelings because I’ve only felt shame,
Feeling it’s time to feel something new, like fame
But instead the feedback is the same, [You suck]
None of you shits, nobody gives a fuck
Know how I live
Coming home to just wanting to slit my wrists
Go back to school only to get hit,
But always been told I wasn’t fit,
Enough is enough, this is too plain
I personally feel like i'm falling out of the sky like a plane
[Bang] Sick and tired of bullies saying my name
And never being stood up to, well that’s about to change
I feel strange, like I just got new powers,
As I grabbed him and hung him over the tower
People looked at me with this, sower look.
Told him to stop bullying others and throw him off and took
One sweet step back, knowing for well he’s okay
For this was when I was a child and he only fell a foot away
And I was put into detention because he fell a certain way
But everyone ignores his wrong doings, let’s just say,
He never felt the same way, Never bullied me ever again in fact.
10 years later and still feeling the same way, almost exact
But I need to cut the act, I did something different then
I need to get up and ask myself when
Did I ever give up.
(1:44) I gotta stay true,
Looking up in the sky only seenin' blue
Thinking of my life, how am i gonna get through?
Spent everything, getting no where soon
My friends pissed off probably laughing at me too
I get cornered and i just sit,
At one point i got so desperate
I did anything that would give me credit
My mind felt like it was infected
Eating away at what made me human, i neglected
Those who once accepted
The monster i was,
now i realise they were there making sure i was protected
I'm only human, my thoughts are anything but collected
So i say to my friends, to my brothers
When one is in trouble we won't flee
Because us brothers, will go back to living happily
And then it hit me, the news, this shit is insanity
And how he died was a tragedy
Why would you go so fast, like actually
This world is pure torture,
This world is on the border, of a true horror
But i feel like i can now understand the world.
It's made up with disorder.
(2:26) Anyone here lost someone to the devil?
Man use to think he was a rebel
Doing crazy things, heading to the next level
Drinking and driving, foot pressed on pedal
Smashed into a tree all you see is twisted crushed metal
No one thought why, The only thing we'll always remember,
Him saying goodbye, We didn't even know he was drunk
When we all heard, our hearts sunk
We knew the car too,
Heads down ever since, feeling responsible
Us brothers looked at what we thought was impossible
Now we know how the world works, we tell our stories
Hoping one day, the abused, the insane and the bullies
Reach out and can... understand i mean surely
That the world isn't black or white
It can become bright, no matter how much shit is thrown at you
(3:25) Stay true, This world needs you!
[Song drowns out by 3:35]
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KingsOfEmotion
Member since October 31 2017