Her

Everything I think about is this girl, right now

I know that I want it, but what I don't know is how

I can get her, and I really don't know what

I should do this time around, to not get hit in the gut

I wanna tell her so bad, but I don't want to at all

Because, I messed up before, and I don't wanna fall

Head over heels, then end up getting let down

And I know I shouldn't, because I'll look like a clown

But I know I'ma have to do it sooner or later

I'd rather get over with, but I know I should wait, her

Reaction (reaction), is what I'm really worried about

I know I don't (I don't) wanna say something without

Knowing just exactly what she's thinking in the moment

But I could get defensive, and that's toxic, man, it's potent

And every single time, I took it the wrong way

Because every single time, I jacked up, always

Every night, the first star, that comes on out

I'm wishing I could pull this off, I can't do without

At least knowing I tried, but I don't wanna fail

I gotta do this one right, take a deep breath, exhale

Because I'm nervous that I'm gonna end up doing it wrong

I haven't been able to pull this off in so long

And I'm trying so hard, as hard as I can

To get over myself, but I know that I can't

But rap's all I've ever really loved, so this one is new

I've played around before, yeah, I know that that's true

This time is different, though I can't explain it

I know something's off, but I just can't place it

When I met this girl, it had a big impact

On the way I talk, on the way I rap

And a part of it was on the way I think

On the way I sing, God, on everything

She's unlike any other girl I've ever met

She gets me in the feels, my regret helps me shed

Because having her near makes everything better

Sounds corny, I know, but you know what, whatever

And I know it's foolish, to think like this

And I'm still tryn'a figure out what all this is

And I know that it's dumb, but I wanna be happy

She's clouding my judgement, and that'll end badly

And I realized about halfway through this verse

I shouldn't be doing this, because it still hurts

What happened before, the last time I tried this

It really hurt me, but I guess that this rhyme is

My way of saying I think I'm over that now

She fixed all my problems with that, somehow

She got me in ways I couldn't imagine

The way this is, I can barely fathom

The thing about it, it was unexpected

Getting into her was unintended

But the thing is that she doesn't even know

'Cause I'm a tool, and won't tell her, though

It destroys me not to do it

I know that I should, but I fucking can't, shit

This is my attempt, to get it off my chest

I'ma tell her soon, 'fore I get all depressed

And I know, even if it doesn't work out

And she turns me down, she removes all doubt

And yeah, it'll hurt, but no, I won't cry

No matter how bad it is, at least I tried