Conceal myself

do you know what it's like to wanna cut

but can't cuz all you ever wanted to do was make people proud

but then most of those people just pound at your attempts

smile at your pain, rain on your parade

only then do you see the people who actually care

no one else knows what it's like to feel bare

and those that do know are rare

all I am is a let down, a sociopath

forcen people even though I care to feel my wrath

trust me it's bad

Dad? I never knew him but I'm sure he'd see me the same way I see myself

so I try to make the bad melt

 

why am I forced through eternal hell? I guess only time will tell

all I ever wanted to do was treat my girl like she's someone else

but can't because I'm forced to conceal myself

I just wanna be free for just one day what's the price to pay?

 

underappreciated therapists

name one person who's wanna marry this

no one that's why I lock myself in my room all day and hide like people to a tooth decay

no one cares bout what I have to say

I'm even sure only like 1 or two people will ever hear this song

I'm sorry mom, I'm nothing but a let down

my friends got me runnin like a ping pong

if you understand why don't you sing the chorus along

 

why am I forced through eternal hell? I guess only time will tell

all I ever wanted to do was treat my girl like she's someone else

but can't because I'm forced to conceal myself

I just wanna be free for just one day what's the price to pay?

 

murder me please, I can't take it no more

sometimes I even cry laying on the floor

I'm done, I'm just gonna die anyway so why not now

I just make people frown

I keep getting tempted to pull out my multitool and cut till it looks like a rut

then I'll fall down into my endless slumber

will people even care enough to share my death on tumbler

I'm just a rumbler, look at me doin Tae Kwon Do I sound like thunder

I regret it, I can hurt people easier as I keep rapping it sounds cheesier

just know it could always be worse

it seems like that message is gonna need more than three verses

yet I still ask

 

why am I forced through eternal hell? I guess only time will tell

all I ever wanted to do was treat my girl like she's someone else

but can't because I'm forced to conceal myself

I just wanna be free for just one day what's the price to pay?

doe re me, fa so la te da, do re me fa so la te da, don't blame me, fa so la te da, do re me

fa so la te da