The Protagonist
• Written by Blu_Raptor
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I am the protagonist
lead character in my life
with a bright light in this, twilight
walking down a path in the middle of winter
looking all around me as the light dims down
white leaves on the evergreens
light beams off the snow flakes
the sight of it makes me day dream
of the past I can't take it back
I feel like I'm moving too fast
I wonder if this idea is bad thing for my health
no where to run back to
when I'm being chased by my own shadow
I try to see me in this perfect image
but these decisions
that are fishing out my anger
out of this emotional ocean
that's in me inside
it's deep but I like it
cause it keeps me alive
so deep
get's me thinking I'm not meant to make waves in a crowd
dropping rhymes that really make me super proud
as I'm mopping up this floor with no cash-out
has it been a month I wish it was up right now
to be flawless is my polishing
abolishing the positive thinking
I'm ready for anything
and I'll dedicate everything to me
never did anything for me
always did something for people
that fuck with the feelings before
at this point of my life I could turn into charcoal
ready to burn nothing to fuel
what's the concern
it's cold out but oh well
I'll defy the laws of physics
I'll use the spark within my soul
ignite the coal I might explode
I'm on a train, with no place to go
I'm just taking it to place's unknown
travel to a newfound land, east coast
beast notes on the go full of cold
things to say to people that are in their own
state of mind I make it right
I think of my clever return
burn em right, I'm a certified pyromaniac that
has no control over the soul I flow like lava molds
it's how I role
I melt the gold
round a microphone
some don't like it woah
to good to get other flows
fuck that I love my music
I've had enough of others shit
finding myself right now
but the sound of my life is how
could this even happen
down the hill I go like Jack and Jill down a slope
now the bill is hard to build up
but I will not give my will up
use the ill of my realness to fill up
the gas tank indefinitely
as I estimate the distance
in between me and success
free me from depression
needs me for progression
indeed my profession
is me rapping with emotion
it's a devotion to me cause it
let's out emotions
without it, I bottle up all this anger
the call to my fall is hatred and dangerous knowledge
get paid to make songs so flawless
pain makes me so heartless
so I blaze cause it takes all my feelings away
a bad name
has my neck by a chain
still climbing
I find that life is an underestimated
mine of jewels and gold
I've defied the sewers and homeless
and no I have nothing
but it's something to make me self righteous
I might just go hard on this flightless bird
and soon I'll be off this planet
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Blu_Raptor
Member since April 24 2017