Banks

Listen to me, is what i said to them,

Losing my shit and trying to make threats at them,

Never felt sadder,

Holding on to something unwanted that I can't even make sense out of

 

Is it me?

Am I the the problem here?

Cus all I care about is making G's and my career,

Aged for 18 years,

To find I don't know what the fuck being 18 is,

 

Mind over matter,

But matters on my mind,

The dichotomy of spending time and killing time,

Good weed,

And the whitest wine,

Telling all these women that I'm single when I'm lying,

 

Not tryin' to make em guilty,

Aim your bullets at me,

Bottle my emotions on the shelf, I'm trigger happy.

Go ahead mix a drink,

Or take a shot for me,

Of the concious-stricken, introvert Thomas B.

 

Born egocentric,

Quick to dismiss friendships,

Now getting rich's all I want, you could say i'm selfish,

Call me what you will,

and tell me what I'm not,

I'll still be out here getting everything you haven't got,

 

And whilst I'm not,

I'll be getting yours,

The gloves are off motherfucker better check the score,

I've done fucked up,

Trust me I know,

But i'm out to get it: Everybody watch me go.

 

Watch me go,

Watch me go,

Everybody motherfuckin' Watch me go,

Watch me go,

Watch me go,

Everybody motherfuckin' Watch me go.

 

Eyes bleeding bright red from the fire within,

Sick with desire causing my patience to thin,

Binge drinking yearning with a hand-me-down syringe,

Spluttering and spitting out the courier into the bin,

 

Stream-lining a pipe-dream of team tom,

Toke the Pipe so hard my lungs scream TOM!

Pop a pill to take my esteem to extreme Tom,

Succeeded by several scenes of obscene Tom.

 

Gotta fight the feelin',

Drugs all in my head,

Forcing me to walk the line between alive and dead,

Fists clench up,

Pupils fill my vision,

I'mma fucking die getting it, do you GET 'my vision'?

 

Watch me go,

I'm finally here,

Give a round of applause to your new man of the year,

Good evening everybody,

Many Thanks,

Call me your motherfuckin' leader Thomas Banks.