Want

Listen to me. I'll have you write down like you're listing in me.

This ain't a topic I can dodge since you keep insisting on me.

This rap top' is weak.

When you're treated like a manic so your fed amphetamine.

Then you're fed up taking meth, and still only seventeen but,

you've got no options left so you suicide yourself-self self-esteem.

Bruh, you done messed up.

All you had to do was stop and now guess what.

Thinking no one cares when the stain on your hands was your own blood

cuz now what?

Don't hit me with that "I've had enough".

We all know you just want to be loved.

I mean don't we all? To be loved and to not be judged

but that's society's life and they get to say what's up.

Copping the heat from hopping in up out of the seat.

Fuck is you mean? When you coming around from the street.

Late at night hoodie up covering up all of your deceit.

It's concrete that you're a cheat looking for somewhere to be.

You starting you start throwing a tanty cus you envied, that

You saw on Instagram other people were without you and,

Having time of their lives on their stories and you seemed so mad.

Social media is fake.

I mean posting once or twice a month man make no mistake.

Not even sponsored so they can't rake in all the pay so,

they just sit there looking fancy like Daya every day.

I mean I get it too,

I understand what it's like to get all of the hate, they just,

don't understand what it's like to rap and what that generates.

Like Gender Rates and Equality in social media, what?

As humans, we've grown to be greedy and turn needs into wants.

Or was it the other way around, can't tell cus we ain't smart.

Cus we can't decide on whatever we want.

Hold up. I ain't done. (x2)

 

It's been almost a year now and I can't say it's fun.

Chasing that dream for ages but you ended it with a gun.

Rotten inside that someone was dumb enough to let you buy one.

Pulled the trigger on yourself I pray I ain't the high one.

Blood all over the flood and see everyone else run.

On the streets guess who gets away? The white one.

Man, we judging all wrong.

We just needed to love each other all along but,

As humans, we've grown to be greedy and turn needs into wants.

Or was it the other way around, can't tell cus we ain't smart.

Cus we can't decide on whatever we want. Hold up.

This time I am done.