Dead Inside

I don’t got no fucking friends cuz they all was just fake

I ain’t got no fucking hoes cuz I took a fucking break

Everyone wanna call me a fuckboy like I’m some chicks to take

But last time I checked I got my heartbroken as a mistake

I got a lot of girls on my phone that won’t leave me alone

I feel dead inside I don’t feel like post malone

I don’t got girls I don’t got money don’t got bros it’s kinda funny

Cuz once I start to be myself and come up everyone wanna hug me

No one really cares about you at the end of the day

We all got our own issues I mean what can I say

I used to love my ex girl until she ran away

Made me feel like I deserve nothing and that’s why I play

I got no one to call mine got no one to call on

All these girls waste my time Jaden smith like an icon

I wish I was alive but quite frankly I’m not

I got my feelings all rambled and tied up in a knot

Every girl wanna blow me and they call me hot

But no one wants to get to know me and the person I am not

I just want true love I didn’t think it’s hard to ask

Didn’t think it was such a big deal and such a hard task

I got exes upon exes and they all broke my heart

I ain’t a pussy I got feelings and I show Em from the stray

I used to want mad hoes and want mad chicks

Not I just want myself and I be rocking w new kicks

I don’t got time for all these thots all they want is attention

Using me like I’m a toy and oh I forgot to mention

Once they get bored they go back to their exes no question

When I woulda treated them better in one session

It makes me feel like shit like I’m not good enough

I try to be lit but girls tell me mans not tough

I used to love myself I used to hate the drama

But now life’s all popularity and all commas

I be swimming in my own tank cuz I don’t trust the sharks

And I be swimming in my own brain but that shit real dark

I don’t wanna get into it bc I’ll get torn apart

Like the bitch just lied to me and she took my heart

I got no heart I’m heartless

And she don’t care regardless

She probably forgot my fucking name

Playing all her fucking games

Fucking with all these lames

Can’t stay in her lane

I just wanna smoke maryjane cuz I’m so ducking low

Some girl really likes me but I always say no

Cuz I have trust issues now and that’s just the way it goes

That’s the way you’re life turns out when you start fucking with hoes