PAIN STAINS IN HEART

Sometimes in life i feel like crying

Cos am dying in heart slowly

I'm alone in my zone cos i have fall apart

My life is a mess and i live with stress

Shit no progress but i still breath less

Death close to my success can i fulfil

The drill is fill with pain and tears ahead

I'm always upset about my regret and life

You see me alive but my soul is death

I have no control cos my whole form is apart

It been hard with no guard having one dark sight

Nothing is alright walking at night with some weeds

All this freaks on the street always try to cause a fight

But i lost my sight at midnight so i'mma stay calm

My palm shows no success sign cos am fucking mess

I'm defined with sorrow in this motherfucking place

They tried to erase me but am still in the chase

My hopes are shattered and am drain in pain

I can't maintain been hurt with a stain in heart

I wish i can replace my eye with a cat from been apart

But it ain't possible because the impossible thought won't set me free

I really need this shit physically cos i have fought so hard

But now am brought up with wild thoughts and wrongs in life

I strive to live survive to keep the knife from my side

But beside this shit my inside life is always about to spit pain

I got a chain on my wrist that i can't resist all this risk

From the deep side i have no guide so i stay outside life

Afterlife there's no breath cos death has no flesh to live with