disconsolate-ish

 

I’ve been stressing less and sleeping more

you still disappoint me, but I understand the reasons more

i don’t really know if I can keep ashore

i think I found my happiness, but I can't really be for sure

 

lately, I’ve taking my time with things

I left the little stuff alone and focused on bigger things

I became an advocate, for searching for better days

and looking for a better way

I think im in a better place

 

i really tried to keep my problems silent

but then my thoughts got violent

and everything got toxic

I started living chronic

and I got stuck in my subconscious

 

AND THEN I FOUND MY ROSE PETAL

 

[beat switch]

 

why can’t we pack our bags and go far away

I know the place, I swear Aruba sounds great

you got a lot on your plate, I see the stress on your face

so let's just pack our bags and go far away